insomnia

Courage, sacrifice, determination, commitment, toughness, heart, talent, guts. That’s what little girls are made of! The heck with sugar and spice.

Bethany Hamilton

I came across this quote a few months ago and have wanted to share it since then. Isn’t it great? It takes us women out of the ‘sweet’ box and shows that we’re just as intent on doing what we really want to do as any man out there.

I’m sorry for being so quiet last week. I had an awful week as far as rest goes. I spent the entire weekend sleeping and cleaning because I was barely able to function after five days of insomnia.

I don’t mind the lack of sleep, what bugs me is how badly it affects my ability to string sentences together. It renders me incapable of focusing and in turn my essential daily communication and work suffers. So all going well, this week we’re back to normal!

I’ve got some new businesses to introduce you to this week, by women who were once little girls but have grown to fit the exact description in the quote above. Well, maybe, like me, there’s still a bit of sugar and spice in them hehe. I look forward to sharing their details with you! I hope you’ll join me.

Catch you then :D

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Suffering From Insomnia

by Chavah Kinloch on January 3, 2010

I’ve only encountered a handful of people out there like myself. We’re the insomniacs. The ones that lie awake in bed while others sleep peacefully, blissfully unaware of any sleeping difficulties. I swear, I will lie in bed awake for at least 3 hours, no matter what time I head to bed. 8:30pm, 12am, 3am…Even if I’m really tired I’ll slip into bed thinking “Great, I’m so tired tonight, yay! I’ll fall asleep easily.” but then nothing.

Insomnia is defined by:

  • Difficulty initiating sleep
  • Difficulty maintaining sleep
  • Early morning awakening
  • Non restorative sleep

This will, by far, be my biggest hurdle in getting my fit healthy self back (aside from that pelvis thing). From my past experience I learned that we need to boost testosterone in order to build muscle and create ‘growth hormone’ – the thing that restores cell damage. Yes, I know I’m female and testosterone is that thing that guys have. We do have a bit of it in us too though ladies.

Do you know how to boost this growth hormone? There are a couple of ways but primarily it’s SLEEP. More sleep = more testosterone = more growth hormone = more muscle = more calories burned = slimmer me = happy healthy me again!

Work out hard, eat right, sleep well. It all looks so simple written down. Not so simple when you’re running your own business, have 4 small children, 1 of which wakes up multiple times a night due to teething, another that just woke up complaining of a sore stomach, another that had a blood nose at 1am and one more that basically yells all night and wakes you up all the time because you think you hear crying….it looks like I passed on some weird sleep issue to that one!

I’ll sort it out though. I’ve done it before, I can do it again. I read an article when I was a teen that mentioned most people fall asleep within 7 minutes. I remember lying in my bed as a teen and willing myself to be like a regular person. I eventually managed to master falling asleep within 7 minutes. Then I became a Mum. So for about 1 year of my life, I slept well.

The others I know that have sleep issues are the creative type. I tend to think that’s why I have such a hard time. What happens is that as soon as my head hits the pillow and I’m done focusing on my daily life, images and ideas start to flood my mind. It’s not just one or two things. It’s HUNDREDS at a time. I can literally see things in my mind as though they were right in front of me (not in a crazy way lol). I can hear words for ideas to create something the next day, week, month etc. It’s nuts.

Some nights I’ll sit up and write hurriedly in a book or piece of paper that I keep nearby and others I’m so exhausted and my eyes feel like they’re burning because they’re so tired that I just have to lie there with these images going round and round in my head until the next morning when everyone else is awake and I’m finally tired enough to dead myself to the world.

So, you can see my dilemma. I LOVE the creative part of myself. It helps make a lot of things in life extremely easy for me. Sleep, however is not one them. So wish me luck. I’m out to conquer this beast that has forever plagued me.

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