
As I sit here feeling totally satisfied because I just finished brunching - which turned out to be more of a lunching, with a girlfriend, I feel ever so slightly guilty about this post; slightly. I shouldn’t because today is my cheat day but whatever, I’m still telling you about it. I ate croissants & scones and damn they were good.
However, on a different note; when it comes to the issue of weigh in posts, I’m not sure how I’m going to do these this year. Will I continue to share them weekly, will I switch to monthly, will I do another 21 days to kick start the year or will I change the way I write these posts to make sure I include a tip every week… or will I keep my precious tips to myself?
At this stage I don’t know what’s going to go down but I know for sure that I will continue to update and share tidbits of knowledge that have helped me/are helping me on my journey. I’m not actually selfish enough to not share things that I think everybody should have knowledge of. I’ll take it week by week and see how things flow. Watch this space.
But first things first, the damage done over my break was 1.3kg gained. In saying that what’s new because I’d lost weight the weeks before and if you’ve been reading my updates you’ll know this is my patterm. I continued to exercise, gained more muscle – I know because there’s a muscle that’s popped out of nowhere that I don’t even know the name of and lost 5cm from my waist in one week (Christmas-New Years week), so really, just shutup scales!
This week, I dropped 9oog and another 8cm. This time it came from the rest of my body to catch up with my waist. At least I’m shrinking in proportion.

I’ve stepped up my routines again. This time even more intense – like it wasn’t already enough torture for my unfit body. Even more targeted to specific muscle groups, with multiple workouts a day. Yes that’s right, multiple. *insert exhausted face here*
I had to skip my workout yesterday though because of a really long, errand filled day. All my plans went out the window because as soon as I sat down, I found myself asleep on the couch and my husband just left me to it lol. If you read between the lines here, you’ll see that I’m still not loving mornings…although I’ve actually considered getting back into my morning runs. Hear that, morning and run… Two of my most hated words.
You see, I used to do a high intensity run first thing in the morning and basically lost 1kg every week diligently because of it. 20 minutes, switching it up/down every minute. By the end of it I’d be on my doorstep falling into the door panting, praying Andrew would catch me when he opened it. Yeah…that workout brings out the need to vomit. Your legs basically give way as soon as you stop and if they don’t, you didn’t push hard enough. That’s the truth. I’ll explain the proper process in a post one day if anyone’s interested.
Up until recently the thought of doing those runs again disgusted me, now though, not so much. Something must be shifting in my mind space! I’m calling this progress.
Some days I wonder if Bob and Jillian would hate me because I still have road blocks up when it comes to certain things. I mean did anyone see that guy lose 100lbs in 7 weeks? Insane. Maybe I need a trainer. Maybe I need some money for a trainer first…
I’m getting there though. Aside from today (which is allowed because remember every week I take a day off) my only thoughts of food have been for basic natural foods. It just feels good. A lot has changed. I’m excited to do a workout and even more excited for the workout after that. No gimmicks, no quick fixes. Just doing what feels right for me. My way, my pace. Which reminds me, did anyone see the documentary on the 45 stone virgin? Inspiring!
So don’t feel bad for me because you think the number in my weight loss is low because rest assured it’s not. Before I started sharing any of this, I’d already lost 20kg in the months leading up to my start. I’d actually lost 30kg then gained back 10kg in 2 weeks which is why I knew I needed to address the problem. So if it makes you feel better you can add that on to my weekly weigh ins and not look at me sympathetically like the little fat girl that can’t lose weight.
I’m not slacking, I’m sculpting. It’s not luck, it’s effort. I will not be a skinny fat person. My goal is to take it to a level I’ve never been before. I don’t know how long it will take but I’ll do it until.
Let’s go 2011. Time to battle.
P.S. Sorry I didn’t get to do the draw yesterday! A friend needed a favour so I was tied up. Results will be up tomorrow. xx